I do not know how there can be so much noise when I am alone.  My mind constantly screaming, "Just shut up! No one likes you! Can't you tell they are just being nice because they pity your sorry ass!" 
I'm confused also as to why I feel completely isolated when I'm surrounded by people.  Am I ever going to fit in?  Or is my life just going to be endless misery, with my only hope being the knowledge that one day it is all going to end. 

I wish we could take a picture of our minds thoughts.  It would make it so much easier to show people how we are feeling rather then to express our thoughts in words.  Most of the time we can't find the words we need to describe how we are feeling.  Hurt?  No, why would I be hurt it's not like we had anything more than the occasional text.  Confused?  Yes, what did I do to make you change your mind.  Lost?  Always, I have no clue where I'm going or what I'm going to do.  Feelings?  Yes, okay maybe I am hurt because I did have some feelings for you but I don't know why when all my friends warned me.  Alone?  Forever and always.